I never thought that something like this would happen to me, I have always been allergic to dust and strong odors but

Apparently I just got terribly sick from the dust left by the pencil graphite when drawing

I've been drawing more often these last few days but my parents want me to stop drawing for a while and that's not going to happen

When I get sick from my allergy, my eyes swell up a lot and I have so much cold and phlegm in my lungs that it's hard to breathe.

I know this will kill me if I don't take care of myself (I've been through worse) this disease is not a game but I can't stop drawing

I would rather die than stop scribbling

Now if I need a digital pencil, I will take advantage of the fact that my neighbor's father works outside my country so that he can buy me one and pay him later

The intense headache doesn't let me concentrate and I can't draw something easily.

BUT I WILL DRAW AT THE END OF THE YEAR EVEN IF IT IS THE LAST THING I DO!

When I have a subject to draw I draw many drawings!

I know life is complicated BUT FRIEND!

NOT ALL THE TIME!! CAN NOT BE!!!

The APK I'm using, Paint Tool Sai stopped working, Krita and others too, Now I can't draw digitally!

Every time I think that I can move forward, I just get more and more involved, I completely submerge myself in the shit of living with many difficulties that prevent me from developing as an artist.

Now I won't be able to upload color images until I solve this problem

And as if that were not enough, I always feel insecure about what to upload and I feel the need to always be here AS IF THEY ALWAYS SEE ME!!

I AM FUCKING SICK, I HAVE TO STOP THINKING THAT EVERYTHING GOES AROUND ME!! I don't think that I am the center of the world, I just feel bad for some reason

The truth is complicated not knowing what you feel in order not to compress it but to release it and find a solution to it.

This is just the beginning, I haven't been here even a month and I feel like I'm not progressing every time I don't upload a drawing, every time I don't support a friend, every time I don't review the art that I love from other artists because my situation and the world in general does not allow me

Forced to follow the rules that make you live in a routine, repeating the same thing every day over and over again and the worst thing is that it is not what you like to do

Personally, I like to analyze and classify mods according to their music, animation, programming and art.

It is for the only reason that I play FNF not to be the best at playing Little Arrows

The Hotline is a mod that since I played the demo I've been looking forward to it!

And SARUKY the best composer of FNF in my opinion has just uploaded the music that for me is the best of all the mod but the complete version and it really is a masterpiece!

Broadcasting is the number one music for me after SugarCruch and HyperFunk.

It is an authentic marvel and I was even more moved when I had already listened to it and now notice the colossal changes in its lyrics and the instrumental of the music!

Undoubtedly Saruky is a composer who knows how to add love and feelings to her music.

This song sounds epic to me at first, but at minute 2:33 the voice of BF sounds so enthusiastic and eager to live!!!

It's beautiful

Music and art are my great passions

Link:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T1iJiRYHkYQ

What is that little gift that appeared in my account?

I don't have paypal because they don't allow me to create an account hai

Does anyone know why I don't

I think I didn't express myself well last time but this will be the explanation, the other thing was the rules to follow so that there is an order in this ``event'' if I can put it that way...

Well let's start with the explanation:

What I want to do is literally this:

Many artists do collaborations like these and I didn't know they did

Before entering NG Asia this same thing with my colleagues who also drew and it was very fun to see how your OC was represented by the other person due to his style and the way he saw it.

Many good artists participate in collaborations like these but I wanted to be one with GOOD ARTISTS that I met here at NG, I wanted one with you and it would be wonderful to be able to do it

The characters that envy will have to be the image of 1000 by 1000 pixels, not 500 by 500, as I said before, something like this:

By the way, this is the character that I will use for this collab

FEIGRA VARL

I hope that with this you have understood

It's simple, for me I think so but I really want us all to work on this

--They are inside the collab(for now)--

.Me

.@pasteluluu

.@DrgShk-X

Whoever wishes is invited to participate!

- HOW ABOUT HERE!!! :D-

It occurred to me as a way of making our friendship noticeable by making an artistic collaboration!

This message will be transmitted to several artists whom I trust and who have helped me unconditionally.

--PLEASE READ EVERYTHING CAREFULLY SO THAT THERE ARE NO MISTAKES--

-The rules are simple:

Each artist, if he chooses to participate, sends me an image of an OC sullo that he likes the most or the one he wants

At the end I notice in my account as a Blog all those who accepted and the images of the characters

What do you want for the collaboration?

If there are many who sign up, it doesn't matter, there will be many characters but there is no deadline,

You only accepted once, you can't back out, especially if you've already drawn one

You are free to draw for the collaboration whenever you want, we are not rushing you! TAKE YOUR TIME!

.Characters should be in a 500-500 image

It must show only from the face to the bust of the character, it is not necessary full body

It must have color so that the other artists can know how the character is doing

.the BG can be simple (artistic) or not have, in the case of not having the BG it must be white

.You can be free to change tiny things in the character design if it is difficult for you but do not remove

that which makes the character characteristic or special

And a little more...

-I will put my OC once all the artists that I have selected have been chosen (yes or no)

-REMEMBER: YOU MUST NOT HURRY! TAKE YOUR TIME TO MAKE THE DRAWINGS!

-You can only upload your drawings of the OC of others and your OC in your account

-In my account the edited image with all our drawings will appear and you will obviously leave with links to your accounts

-Do not upload the drawings that have been finished until you upload the edited image

-I recommend making a list of the OCs so that none are missing

-I really want this to come true because I think that this way we will be more united and that it will open up more trust.

and friendship between us, artists must always be united!

                            WRITE ME IF YOU DID NOT FULLY UNDERSTAND OR WHAT YOU DID NOT TO HELP YOU OK! :)

-If you have an OC but you don't know how to draw or you don't want to participate drawing, your OC will be there to complement the list of characters!

--AND REMEMBER--

``Small actions are the ones that make you a GREAT person´´

I LOOK FORWARD TO YOUR ANSWERS ;D!!!

I will not upload art until 2023 to be registered as MY NEW ART

Nothing is missing for the next year, so that's why I decided

I will look for a way to visually improve my art and I will finally do what I wanted with this account:

Narrate the adventures of a creative boy and his colleagues!

Open between drawings, comics and in the future animations when you have the long-awaited graphic tablet

I just realized how bad my account was, so I should start from the beginning, it doesn't mean that I'll start another account, just that its content will be changed, I'll start uploading more elaborate art and not the first thing that occurs to me

I must strive to bring you the best art possible

I think she became something more than a hooby and I would like to live from this in the future

Thank you all for your apollo really made very good friends on this platform

I do not have any other alternative

I will not upload something until it is not a really good drawing

I really loved uploading anything that I liked what I drew but I see that it is not like that

I will restructure my account and what must be deleted will go away

I will only leave the best, the best for all of you :D