I know life is complicated BUT FRIEND!

NOT ALL THE TIME!! CAN NOT BE!!!

The APK I'm using, Paint Tool Sai stopped working, Krita and others too, Now I can't draw digitally!

Every time I think that I can move forward, I just get more and more involved, I completely submerge myself in the shit of living with many difficulties that prevent me from developing as an artist.

Now I won't be able to upload color images until I solve this problem

And as if that were not enough, I always feel insecure about what to upload and I feel the need to always be here AS IF THEY ALWAYS SEE ME!!

I AM FUCKING SICK, I HAVE TO STOP THINKING THAT EVERYTHING GOES AROUND ME!! I don't think that I am the center of the world, I just feel bad for some reason

The truth is complicated not knowing what you feel in order not to compress it but to release it and find a solution to it.

This is just the beginning, I haven't been here even a month and I feel like I'm not progressing every time I don't upload a drawing, every time I don't support a friend, every time I don't review the art that I love from other artists because my situation and the world in general does not allow me

Forced to follow the rules that make you live in a routine, repeating the same thing every day over and over again and the worst thing is that it is not what you like to do